Sunday, January 22, 2012

Winter fog makes me nervous.

I will be back later with my 12n12 for the week (if I'm being honest, I haven't even started on it! ha!) but wanted to send out a quick update on my little life.

I've come to terms with the fact that I'm moving back to my parents.  This makes me feel like a HUUUUUUGE loser at 25 almost 26, but it needs to be done and I'm trying to focus on the fact that I have a set of parents that love me and are able to let me move back....and, let's be honest again, my mom will be thrilled to have me home.  I've started planning how I'm going to attack this move.  I don't have a small apartment but I have a really tiny room at the farm.  I have a lot of furniture.  I have a lot of books.  I have a lot of everything.  Thankfully, at the farm there is a huge bonus room that gets used for storage and my friend Allicen is taking a few pieces that she's been wanting, like my treadmill. 

I've been doing job apps like crazy, but so is every other person in Dayton.  I'm struggling with how to separate myself from the thousands of other people fighting for the same jobs.  A large part of me wants a "no thought" kind of job that just covers my bills so that I can go back to school.  I want to finish my degree so dang bad!  I will finish my degree!  One of the good things about if my unemployment goes away would be that I could go back to school pretty much for free through the college I attend.  And I would be able to focus on just studying my butt off. 

Alright....I should get to work on stuff.  I have my 12n12 to work on, and last night I cut out some headbands and key fobs for the store to work on.  Chat at ya soon!

1 comment:

  1. it will work out. it WILL work out. (this is what i keep telling myself anyway :)


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